Tuesday, June 9, 2009
WOIT!!!
aiyaki.
if i am jzu sayign if..
i dne if ure lieing.
if i am in e wrng .then sry.
but i am not gna feel bad...
anws i don 1 sae anitng mre.
past lieoaw.i'm over n done with it.
i hope u still cme.for my pit.
i dne if u wld.if u don..then i got no say in it.
anws.
yr life,
i'm sorry.
i juz got angri dam faz.
ohks(:
u tcs.
wah!2 day snbever slip properly .aft wrk go east coast ton,
then yesterdae aft wrk go gmbk ton.
then tdae wrkin later lols.so tired,
anws nthin much to sae for tdae(:
IMY!!!!dam u .
WANSUEY!
avIn cOOkie JahAt
Labels: grudges n hate is nt something i 1 to hold.pls.
|AvinCookieJahat| Tuesday, June 09, 2009|
Peace Out!
WOIT!(:
ooo
wow!!hahas
u tink wht ever u said i wld take to heart?
u tink u cn bring me dwn?
who e fuck r u ?
to sae suck tings at me?
did i ever scold u in wht i am saying?my blog i write my feelings and atleast i do it in a nice way.ccb!
dam it grow up.ure dam inmature.
i acting liek a pundek?fuck u!nabei.i never disturbed u or tried to fidn any probs.
i left evyerthign.n yr wrds?who u to teach me.when e fault lies with u .
ccb.nabei alll i was doin was juz saying my feelings n i never said anitng bad.
and there u r .with u saying yr shit.
1 me be a pundek yeah i'll be one.
nabei lk at yrself don always push e blame.tink!cb tink!u n yr shity excuses runnign away from e facts,
lies r ohk?maybe white lies but yrs fuck them .i don gib a shit abt u n him
i never said anitng bad.yr wish yr life.did i sae anitng?cb!
nabei!!!fuck u.who u siak to sae such tings of me
hw e fuck cld u judge me?
ehk i avIN!luh sey
nabei asai tak asai arh
say wht ever u 1.i knw myself.iu wasted 10 mnth lovin e wrng person.
wht a waste of time.
waste mney..stupid sia i.
1 me be a bitch rite.
i cn be 1.
cb i cntrl my temper how mani times.
first girl who said suck tings .
cb.
wht u gna do?angri?be so!lah
like i cre.
y gna kol yr bf cme find me
cme lah i'll be mre then happie.
cb,u watch yr tounge.i had fuckin engh.
i won write of u animre.
even if i do i am not scldin or being sarcastic
at least i tell e truth unlike lieing n juz beatign e bush.
bladdy shit.
don u say such tings of me.
peopel knw me better. i knw myself and i am proud.
don u try bring me dwn.
dam it. i hate such stupid inmature actions.
grow up la.(:hahA!
NABEI!
I'LL LOVE e peopel whom mean to me.
and i am sorry if wht ever i says bites.i clden care less ani mre.
i'm mre happie nw.
oh yeah forgot to thank u .
thkns for leavin me
made me realise .
i shlden trust to much
n be all out.
n knw e true person.
n i feel much mre freee n happie now.
dam u !bitch(:
wooooooooooooo!
hahas!
i clden care less
jerk rite i?
hahas neah!
to u i mite be!
WANSUEY!!!!!!
avIn cOokie JAHAt
ps:ehk sowie girl whom shares e same fav clr as me(:oh yeah iMY!
i had to let it out.
and yeah2 i don 1 grudges.,let it pass!dam it.
Labels: What hurts the most is how close we WERE and wht You are makin it now(:
|AvinCookieJahat| Tuesday, June 09, 2009|
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Sunday, June 7, 2009
WOIT!
borin ...
erm ..
let me tok abt myself!
anws i'm wht they kol simple yet reblieous.
i don expect much.
dam simple..
if u go out with me..u see i always wear e same few outfits.
i don buy much stuff..
juz stuff i need.
i am happy with who i am.
and i don reali care wht peopel tink.
knw me 1st. i aint a anjack
and i am defineatly not typical(:
i'm kinna deep
n tink into tings alot.
i get sad fast,
but i cn be cheerd up dam fast.
hot tempered
but cn cntrl it.
i want a simple but deep releationship
hope i am gna get it(: u knw who u r!
1st time i cryed for a girl.
love for me...its juz complex n juz aint for fun..
i don cheat peopel coz i don 1 be cheated ..
i hate lies.
reali ..i prefer if peoepl juz tell me in my face.
erm i got a tatoo!!
on my tigh
gna get 1 mre soON!
i do engage in stuff..tat not all parents 1 their son to be in.
but wht to do(:
i try my best to make them happy by atleast studying well.
i tink this year my studys improved alot
but my lieft style...
been into lock up twice
another case n i agot a straite ticket to boys home or rtc ..tats wht my io said.
i am dam lucky
my fathers suporting me...
anws i am proud of wht i do..
i knw its dumb but tats who i am
i live my life e wae i 1 it.
no ones gna chnge tat.
i'm at time complex.
n i juz got alot of emotions.
dam expressive.
anws...
oh yeah
IMY!
alot!
hahas(:
dumb ass who lieks same clr as me(:
WANSUEY!
avIn cOokie JaHAt
Labels: love aint all fun and games.some people juz don get it(:..excuses..
|AvinCookieJahat| Sunday, June 07, 2009|
Peace Out!
WOIT
lols.
hey people
wht to tok abt?
erm...
oh yeah!! i dyey my hair,rebonded it,pierced nose n e ear.e samll2 part dne wht tat part koled lols
bought cntcts purple!hahas fav clR
my wrk frens say i lk like m.r
lols (:
wht else...oh yeah
tat sweeeet!dumb ass of mine(:
i meeting her fridae!losl can't wait.
miss her
lalala ..haahs u 1 e moon?
lols i can't gib tat
but eveyrthign other then tat .
i'm yrs(:i love u!
oh yeah
hahas how ironic
my past...
She said, tat she don 1 have releationship to hurt her sis n shit all....
but somehw u with him now
some hwo i tink all were excuses.
anws up to u .
but i can't be mre feel used.
wht an ass was i .
i deserved better.
anws its e past i dne y i tinkin of it
but some hw it hurts....
anws...i got no say.
oh gosh!i shlden be tinkin of her!
i rather spent my time tinkin of e peoepl whom love me(:
n don make empty promises.
anws
WANSUEY
AVIN cOoKie jaHAt
Labels: frida hahasImy ure gna be mine^^
|AvinCookieJahat| Sunday, June 07, 2009|
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
WOIT!!!!!!!!!
lols,lng time since i posted...
beeN busy with wrk!
tmrs my off dae!(:
and till now haven i learn how to use tis dam blog well!!!
aNws wht to tok abt...
erm hahas u were askin me to blog rite.
wht u me rite?abt u ?(:lols.
ohks...so theres this sweet2 girl.
whom i knew for 3 years.but never was kinna close with her.
nor never felt anitng for her.
but some how out of e blue.
theres juz tis weird feeling in me...
u knw i got a ting for u .
and i aint to sure if u have anitng for me...
i cn never be to sure(:
i'm rather confused if u wld wanna be with me?
i knw our lifestyles r juz far apart.
n our life choices r far diff
n i engage in tings u may not like.
but ...some hwo..ure makin me happie.
n i wlden give tat up for anitng.
like i said.
i'm gna win yr heart...u c!(:
ans if u tink i am goin aft u to forget abt my past n her.
its not so...
yeah maybe i stillt ink of her..n at times my heart juz ached seein wht she writes in her blog n ........
not gna sae.
but i got no rite to intefere.
u got to undrstand me..
me goin aft u ..is sincere.
liek i said.lets get to knw each other mre.
lols!
u cntc me mre lah!
never kol!
hahas tat time kol also i wrkin cnt tok..
ehk but was happie hear yr voice!!!(:
i hope u will be mre clear abt e intentions u have towards me
coz i don 1 chase somethign tat isnt mind..
in time to cme.
if u so feel tat i'm meant for u..
i hope ure gna make me happiest guy ever.
u knw i 1 to feel loved...
for now...
i'm juz gna try to win yr heart(:
nthin else matters..
ehk hope to c u soon(:!
ure much loved yeah!
And MIssED!!!(:
WANSUEY
aVIn cOoKiE JaHat
Labels: juz let me in yr heart and make me yrs(:
|AvinCookieJahat| Tuesday, June 02, 2009|
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
WOIT!(:
lols.
juz got back frm wrk.
and i am still lazi. to learn hw to use my blog mre and make it mre lively.
lols.
nvm soon2!!(:
erm wht to tOK abt..
hahahas, todae never go sch.
lols..ehk u dumb ass don act blur.
u knw who i tokin abt^^
some mre ask who e lucki gal.
go tink!!
hahas.
lols...
some hw..tinkin of her reali does make me smile.
i knw...we may not be e perfect match
n our wrlds collide.
n there will be some idiots mouth who won keep shut.
but...i still tink its gna be wrth it..
but liek i said i 1 get knw u mre!!!!
hahas soon2 yeah(:
hope u cn wait!
:P
hahas paisea sia ..
c her cnpirm i dne wht to sae.
hahas nvm2 i knw..
i hoPe if ure gan be with me.
its got to be pure outmost sincerity.
not juz a rucshed n not thought properly through decesion...
but when e time cmes.. if u chose to be with me..
u knw i'll do anitng.
don lk no further.
i'm rite here
i'll be dedicated to u .
anitnhg u 1 me to do i 'll do .
i'll be yr luv,i'll be yr best friend
juz tell me wht i got to do(:
u'll knw much mre abt me(:!!!
WANSUEY!!!
AVin cOOkIe JaHat
Labels: eveyrthing starts from being a friend(:
|AvinCookieJahat| Wednesday, May 27, 2009|
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
heY! peoPLe(:
hahas..
erm wht to say?
lols...theres this thought in my mind..
recently and never thought i wld ever tink of it...
cld she love me?
or cld i even love her?
y not?
but our wrlds so diff..
our lifestyles....
but some hw shes juz sweet...
i dne wht she tinks of me...but...
i got a gd feeling abt tis...
i don wanna rush ..
i 1 to get to knw her mre...
but dam it i'm confUSed
is it tooo soon?
hahas!!!!
but i dn tink shes over her x?
some how my mind drifts to her now..
looks aside..
shes juz inocent n juz sweet
never,..thought i cld tink wht i am now.
but i'll c
not gna rush(:
lols
my blog is so dead!!!
i dne how liNk people!!!
hahas
WANSUEY!!!
AVIN!!!!!!!!!
Labels: i guess its time to venture in somethign new(:
|AvinCookieJahat| Tuesday, May 26, 2009|
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